Sunday, February 19, 2006

temporary knockdown

i am wallowing in all the negative emotions brought about by my recent temporary knockdown; i don't even have the energies to smile.

but perhaps, this is a good thing, just part of the normal emotional balancing that one undergoes as one grows in one's meditations and spiritual growth.

it feels a whole lot like deja vu, being taken back in time to those early post-sep months... except that this time, i am allowing my self to cry my heart out.

i didn't cry this much back then, just very misty eyes, but i stopped the tears from flowing. my chin wouldn't allow it back then.

my chin is humbler, softer now.
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